I HAVE MONEY!!!
oh thank god.
stress be gone, I can pay my bills.
I got approved for unemployment which pays my bills. thank you lord. i was trippin out.
annnnd my financial aid came through today, which paid for my class and my books.
thank you thank you
*deep breath*
spent my day with The Momma today.
i love quality momma time.
oh! she bought me a shot glass for my collection, Scarborough 350.
I think, if i have the money before they're gone, I'm gonna buy Laurie and I matching sweatshirts cause they have a crewneck one(what she likes) and a hoodie(what i like). They're a perty heathered grey i like i like.
i've been obsessed with the amount of time i have at home.
b/c of it i've decided i need to pay attention to bettering myself.
so i'm washing my face. i'm slathering in lotion. i'm flossing, mouth washing and brushing. my hair is deep conditioned and brushed constatnly.
and i'm working out twice a day.
being home all day gives me far too much time to look in the mirror which lead me to the super excersizing.
i refuse to not fit in my clothes.
which hasnt happened but the last 3 weeks have been over flowing with eating in excess.
i never, never, eat in excess.
never.
if im fulli stop.
if i had cookies earlier i dont have anymore.
but not lately.
ia cutally ordered rice, pork and chicken from teh chinese place down the street. a meal that'd normally be broken up in two. and i ate it in one sitting. all but 1.2 the rice.
then a couple days later i polished off 18 oreos with one glass of milk. my teeth ached and i was hacking for hours (what happens when i over eat).
not a day later and I finished a bag of pretzels. There were over half left when i started. nothing but salt at the end.
now if it was that timeof the month i would have understood. my appetite doubles and i'm always craving salty things, but it wasnt't. at all.
you should have seen the bloat on me the next day. oh my lord. i could have passed for pregnant. my lil pouch was poofing out like a motherfucker. and i was soooooo thirtsy all day.
yesterday i ate really well. i did i did.
granola bar, fruit, cereal, two cookies, an ice cream, ramen, tuna fish sandwhich. all together fantastic.
today we had breakfast at 9a, mcbarretts, mmmm. at 5 we had chinese for lunper. i'm thinking some ice cream for dessert and if im hungry at any point tonight it'll be a granola bar.
oh! i bought sugar free oreos to try, i'm in the biggest cookie mood lately.
for whatever reason i'm exhausted.
i actually left the house today, so maybe thats why.
and i woke up hella early.
i was asleep around 1a last night and woke up at 8a.
i have an interview tommorrow!
i honestly dont remember much about the job so i have no idea if this is one i'm actually interested in or not.
we'll see. i gotta remember to wear flats.
tis a distribution center, i'm thinking heels arn't exactly approriate for warehouse working.
nice pants flats nice shirt. it'll work.
gotta go workout. sculpting circle today. woohoo.
heehee.
send me lots of good luck wishes for tommorrow.
