i liek jon
we sort of had the "boyfriend" conversation.
the are we arnt we.
but im not sure we ever said....were together.
truth?
i dont know if i want us to be.
i keep wanting sex
and im not always thinking of him whenim wanting it.
which worries me...you knwo cause if we actually are together..and shit isnt good.
i dunno.
sex with cory wasnt great. but i liked him so much i didnt care.
but the second he and i wernt datng and hemade it clear he didnt want me.
i went and fucked jon.
*sigh*
you know whats nice though.
i dont miss any of my exs.
thats agood feeling.
and i do liek jon. so im letting this happen...
ive never cheated before...
i wont...
right?
4:18 a.m. - Wednesday, Oct. 25, 2006