I am making a conscious choice to be optimistic. To not fall apart. To focus on the awesome, lovely, fantastic things just a week up a head. To focus on that and not the fact that I spent this afternoon in the ER with my mother and last night in the ER with my dad. To not focus on how pissed off it makes me that they were both sent home with instructions to see their primary care doctors and nothing else. I am choosing to focus on the good because that is far better than anything else I could be doing.

5:47 p.m. - Saturday, Apr. 09, 2016