I'm at Davi's. I was gonna sleep with him yah know all nice n cuddled but instead i sat around playing on my netflix queue list. lol im up to like 500 dvds. nice huh?
hey gives me new stuff to watch and its less then the amount i spend when i rent them aroun here so hey:)
boys sound asleep over there lol.
hes a cutie...well now that i conviced him to fix his beard. lol. im kidding hes cute anyway hes jsut much sexier with a nice trim yummy beard.
ran into Tyler today. nice huh? I'm telling yah i can be so pissed at him for whatever ready to write him off as yet another person to forget about lil ole me and then he shows up somewhere sits downa nd talks to me and always has an explanation for whatever Im angry with yah know.
boys still with his chick, Chrissy (yah yah chrissy) so thats good. lol asked me where I met david. im liek dude hes an ex. lol. he laughed did his "oh erika" smirk lol. yah see run into the kid and i remember why i liek being around him. cause he isnt terribly negative, no more than any other normal person. you can tell hes relativley happy wiht his life. maybe nt his entire situation but happy just the same. its all good.
we talked about Shawn. for a moment or two . "todays his birthday" "yah i know 21. you knwo hes out gettign trashed"
david thinks he was in this pimpin red car we saw today. mighta been. i wasnt lookin at the guy just the hot car.
anyway. seems ty doesnt talk to the boy either. lol. whouda thunk that shawn. shawn who was everyones best friend. the one we all liked or dated at one point as faras the chicks go and the one every guy chilled with, would have none of the high school group lkeft aroudn him.
i mean as far as high school goses he still chills with soem of the guys (mike Lynch here n there. ) and such. but not the ones who considered him a close friend. know what im saying. *smiles*
yah it's nice to be able to smile about the memories i have that involve him now. and to talk about him with out crying.
thats the differnce b/t last years letting go moment with him and the wone i went through not so long ago. i missed him fromt he second i wrote that godbye to him.a nd i cried and i wanted to never hear his name. i made sure i had nothign that remined me of him around at all. with sitch #2 i didnt care anymore. it had been such a long time comin, how could i yah know?
i dunno man..
anyway ty and i talked while david stared out the window.. i swear he speaks ppl!
hes so shy wiht new people. its insantity. cause hes very talkative otherwise. drives me nsane.
anyway. it was nice to see ty. well see how long it is till i run into him again.
oh jesus running into him brought up a "if he was single and you were single would you be with him" convo i didnt want to have.
lol.
omg! MooLattes from DQ are soooooooooooooooo good/
man it owudl fgure im gettign tired now right when his alrm will go off in an hour lol.
ahh well i think ima go cuddle up with him./ tommorrow friday.
cash the check get my fucking fuel tickets figure out the plan for 4th of july! oh yeah. se if miss lisa is still puling fire works early or what.
and allt hat hoopla.
i need day away fromt he boy and tommorrow looks good for that!:)
oh! gotta call b tonight. sometimes. well see how tire di be.
night yall.
9:46 p.m. - Thursday, Jul. 01, 2004