isit ok for her to like him? of course. is it ok for him to like her? yes. just dont do it around me...
seriosly see i dunno .. see shes a flirt..worse now since shes single (she being sarah) and he (sponge) is kinda aplyful flirt as well depending on his mood. but together...ah! last night we all sata round playing jepordy and he owuld laugh and goof off with both of us. we swapped spots around and instead of me sitting next to him she moved so it was her..no big deal. then they ended up i dont even know what they were beating each other up as usual but er! she did that girlie giggle i know she does with simon (she is so obsessed witht hat kid) and you know when you get that feeling that someone is trying to make you jealous..even though you know thier not..
anyway..i dunno but he looked pasther to me everytime we answed the question at the same time and when he was leaving it was me he thrown his arm on and me he joked around with...granted i was the one that took his chair
ah! i hate this hes the only one. i used to do this i used to second guess mtself everytiem it came to a guy i used to think i was nothing when it came to my friends. but i got over that i did. and it is all good..but with him..
i think about everything before i say it. i have a million questions stored away in my head for im. i cant sleep unless im thinking abotu him. and when i do think i dream about him. i would rather sit online for 4 hours talkin to him then do anything else. and everytimei think im over it..it comes back ten times worse
i like him and the more it goes on and progresses the more it hink im becoming another "friend" simpel as that
and they...who knows
im sick of it being me n sarah when im with him but i wont go alone and do muhc of anything...wtf happened to me
and why cant i be atleast a little fucking daring and just....knock on his door when she snot there....actually yah know i have
and i would more often if he wasaround...blub
i have so much work to do..kinda
i am falling asleep at the desk and im here until 5
omg! shakespears preobably not gonna help...latah
9:33 a.m. - Saturday, Nov. 23, 2002