THATS IT!
When I get my lovely tax return I am buying one of those insane workouts that promise to whip you into shape in a month and I WILL do it. I will make it part of Lent. Whatever it takes but I can not keep yo-yoing like this. 1. it's not healthy. 2. it's killing my wardrobe. and 3. it pisses me off.
I was a workout machine for almost an entire year and then i dated that stupid arrogant pretentious asshole and i ran out of time. i lost it. i lost my entire routine and i feel like a year later, i haven't found it again.
i hate it.
hate it. hate it. hate it.
as i'm typing this i am laying in bed becuase i'm exhausted.
i will workout tomorrow.
i will see more x's on my calendar making a workout that no workout.
i will get back into shape dammit!
becuase i cant stand this anymore.
<3
9:13 p.m. - Thursday, Feb. 09, 2012