So I've made it!
I think it was helpful. I focused atleast a little better at getting my grades up. At keeping my finances current and happyhappy. Keeping up with my workouts, not so much but I'm refocusing on that now. I didn't have a drop of alchohol. I did whine/complain because, let's face it, I'm human.
But I also made the choice to let go of some ridiculous bitterness I've been holding.
I attempted, and did alright in some cases, with letting go of negativity.
I've been looking forward to a drink. craving crown and gingerale, but i dont think it'll be the crazy functioning boderline alchoholic activity.
I think that moment has passed.
I'm not in my funk. Am I stressed?
I work 60hours a week, am trying to get my team up to my standards, constantly being intertuppted by my coworkers and my boss. I'm also a part time student on my last leg of getting a degree I've been after for years.
So yes, I'm stressed.
But I'm trying not to lose my mind in it. Trying to keep my paitence. To not make myself ill. To laugh and take tiem for me and my ppls.
I think I'm doing much better at the end of this 40 days than I was at the beginning.
That's the whole point, isn't it?
10:48 a.m. - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2011