its immense today
6:01 a.m. - Friday, Aug. 21, 2009

I've never been someone that really gives a shit about money. As long as i can pay my bills and i'm satisfied/content i'm good. and typically thats how it is. i make enough money to pay all my bills and keep my self in concerts clothes all of that.
but b/t the dentist shit and the new car .im broke.
and of course b/c im broke my toothaches have come back full force.
im not even sure if i slept last night.
all i know is i have an overwhelming urge to crumble into tears b/c im so sick of this.
and i wanted to bad to wait to go get the extractions and then partials done at once. but thats 2300 bucks that i dont have. its 300 for the extraction alone..well see when i have the money if i can still wait.
but right now id be happier just punching myself in the mouth..i think it woudl feel better.

i feel so sick. my head aches. my jaw aches. my tooth is causing fabulous shooting pains through my ear and my neck. i have oralgel all over it and nothing. ive taken enough tylenol to overdose and nothing.
im starving im thirsty and im soooo fucking exhausted.

not to mention stressed right the fuck out over not having any money.

*sigh*

damn.

heres hoping it gets better soon.

i need a good day today to distract me.

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