awkward sex and avoiding math
7:31 p.m. - Wednesday, Mar. 11, 2009
these giant cheetos are killing me. i was so excited when i got them i was thinking theyd be like cheese balls. theyre cheese balls on crack
i sent my advisor an email last niht just to find out i have a new advisor. ha. the new advisor is nice and game me an updated planning sheet yay! i wanted to see what i needed for classes. its nice to see all the spaces filling up. This is what's left for me to take on the sheet--
* Microeconomics
*Macroeconomics
*Public Speaking
*Statistics
*a History elective
* a math or science elective
* Contemporary Literary Theory
* Lit elective 200 level
* Lit Elective 300 Level
*Lit Elective 300 level
* Lit Elective 300 level
* Lit Elective 400 level
* Poetry/Playwriting/Fiction/Nonfiction/ creative writing workshop (one of them)
*free elective
doing good huh?
i think so. I have to email my advisor and find out if i need extra because im a transfer kid or if the partial transfre credits still count toward the final.
im sleepy
i do not want to to do math..ugh it hurts my head.
im supposed to do group stuff in class today and i look at it and have nothing. i need to read the chapters some more.
Oh! So I saw Ian tonight.
awkward.
very very awkward.
it was awful by any means but it was just eh.
i think its time to say buh bye to that fuck buddy.
none of them ever last all that long.
so sad.
we had fun too.
although to be honest, sex was never great.
we just had fun.
eh.
seriously though, ive had no need for it lately.
i thought maybe it would clear my head but really it didnt do much for me.
relaxed me for aminute.
but all in all it was just awkward.
i like how Ian agreed w/me though.
he made a comment about the new girl hes sleeping with and how she comes to him. i laughed and said that J had asked about me seeing him this week but i honestly did nt think i'd have the time. J lives in PoPo, and actually he's ooo 5 minutes from Ian, ha. Ian was like "how did i win that?"and i said you come to me.
not that J wouldnt but i liek being able to go to his place. it's nice. parking on state street, not so nice.
Ian laughed and said he's in Portland! this girl comes to me and she lives way in scarborough.
i laughed and said ya..i dont put much effort into getting laid. and he said i guess not to which i stated quite matter of factly (of course) "I dont need to"
case and point being him.
he laughed and then agreed.
and it's true.
i really dont. i make enough effort to get what i want but i dont chase. i dont care what they do when they arnt with me as long as it doesnt involove a wifey or a crazy gf.
i liek being able to chill with them and still get to good fucking.
but really, its just sex. its a very nice way to unwind. its fun for me. and i love it. but-as ive said many times before- i dont need a man. and i dont need to exert much energy in finding someone that wants me.
im laid back and open and pretty damn hot so its really all good for me. ha.
we did test out the Magnum Thins. Works, but i still prefer my crown.
Boys perspective "too lubey!"
ha.
moving on...
im gonna email my advisor.
play a game.
and try to understand some math before i head off to pick up mom and then get some sleep.
I NEED TO GET TO WORK ON TIME TOMMORROW
UGH!
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