sick of being sick..again
9:20 p.m. - Monday, Mar. 09, 2009
i have no idea what is up with my body lately. one day im fine , feeling great and the next my stomach aches. nausea and more nausea. i just dont get it.
i've been watching what i eat.
the combinations.
all of that. im watching all of that. im not eating lots of greasy shit. i dont eat an abundance of junk. i have my cookies my ice cream but i dont have a lot.
i just dont understand it. right now my stomach is turning. i just took something hoping that it'll make it stop so i can get sleep tonight.
bleh.
b/t that and the fabulous on going run of flu's and colds and possible bronchitis. im sick of being sick.
moving on.
I'm watching The Family That Preys
I love Tyler Perry.
Big thank you to Brandi for introducing me to him b/c he's fast become one of my favorites.
He's a genuis.
the way this man makes plays and then films that have such a strong focus on christianity, yet dont feel preachy.
i love that its gospel and tells a substansial story with real lessons and such.
and it still makes you laugh.
You knwo what's crazy about this one? Sanna(sanah?) Laathan being a total bitchy. She's always so poised but fantastic and fabulous. I hate her in this movie. She's terrible.
Guess that makes her a fantastic actress, ay?
I'm getting more comfortable at work..kind of.
I feel out of place.
My department now is close knit and social.
I have no idea who they are and such.
but...
Today I took time to babble w/ Nina, the resident irl Scout Slinging Momma of 3.
So that's a start.
Brian is super nice and alwaysa says good morning. So I'm friendly.
I dunno.
I just feel...
you know that out of place feeling you get when you start in a new place.
think school.
when your the new kid?
thats it.
i feel very out of place.
but its just settling in somewherei like again.
i certainly like that i feel good enough to go somewhere if the opportunity arises, in the company.
oh lord though..i was cancelling out shit today i should have cancelled a month ago.
im hoping the 2 i took care of today are it, or i officially suck at returns.
bleh.
im sleepy.
i wanna take a road trip like this.
where you literally stop anywhere and everywhere. a real adventure.
i let myself explore where im at when i get there but im always just getting there.
im super sleepy.
think i'll play a game while i watch the rest of this.
:)
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