i have enough to worry about
5:01 p.m. - Sunday, Mar. 01, 2009
i'm not doing other peoples taxes next year.
first i finish my dad's and mom trips out about some number somewhere.
now my aunt calls because apparantly whatever number the tax site came up with is off and what did i do.
i put in everything. i made sure it was matching.
i dont like being responsible for everyone elses stuff.
especially not when someone starts telling me i'm doing it wrong.
then do it yourself.
how terribly selfish is it if i'm just sick and tired of doing things for everyone else?
i did everyones taxes except my sisters.
i do moms errands all week after work.
i do errands for moms work all week afer work.
i get to remind mom when her bills are due and then guess who goes through online and pays them.
i love my family.
i obviously dont mind doing things for them but i feel like i havnt had a day off that was my own day off in months.
friday i find out this weekend we have company the whole weekend.
so much for time off.
i had tabitha all day yesterday. total blast and i love it and it was fun.
but! mom gave me shit for being in my pjs.
she made jokes all day long even after i asked her to leave me alone.
it carried into today too.
she keeps giving me shit about being "sensitive"
im not sensitive im fed up.
it is so time for me to move out.
i want so badly to take a real runaway vacation but i want even more to get out of this house before i lose the fantastic relationship i have with my mother.
even now she got pissed b/c she came in to tell me that she didnt knwo what my aunt was tlaking about and i sai di didnt want to do everyones taxes anymore
she thinks im over reacting.
i dont think i am.
i feel terrible that i may have fucked up something that important.
and i dont liek that feeling.
mom made me so paranoid with my dads and she checked everything like i must have done it wrong.
i dont like that feeling.
im just massively over it.
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