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rasberry lemonade 15 minutes. he called and he talked for 15 minutes. one time he asked me if i was ok. but thats it. he talked about merch. talked about one of his exes. asked when he could see me. which turned into him raising his voice to me..yah. why? because i asked for cliarification as to what he meant by "when i was free". because i myself am free after work most of the days of this coming week. but the momma is home all week cause shes on vacation. so if he wanted alone time it needed to be said. so ya. i told him she was home all week so if he wanted alone time in teh house meaning no one at all is here. not gonna happen. i was telling b. i didnt realize til he and i got in the super serious conversation we got in a couple weeks ago, that i'm wanting to date. and i am. id love a guy i could actually g out with here and there. im not letting it be this one. telling me all this shit to break me just to leave me crumbled. no thanks. we can chill. cause its fun. itll end up me the girlfriend of a married guy and that wont get me anywhere. nope nope nope. and now. dinner and work homework. YAH! wish me luck tommorrow. its my first day in my actual postiion. hopefully its training ha.
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