shakespeare here i come
3:20 p.m. - Sunday, Nov. 02, 2008
bagel yum yum.
i think im over being the other girl..already. and were ot even together. ha.
good thing we're not.
just lately..im getting that feeling that he's telling me what he thinks i want to hear.
and im overly paranoid that he's gonna break me down just to walk away.
he keeps saying he wants to leave her blah blah blah.
i dont believe him. i dont want to hear that.
but i catch myself thinking "it would be nice if we were together" and then i snap out of it.
so in the effort of not feeling that way.
and not catching that..
im too busy to talk to him.
thats what ive been telling myself all day.
he's to busy to talk to me lately right?
too busy sending his wife flowers and telling her he misses her.
funny how thats on the days he's not telling me he misses me and he's falling for me.
oh. i could never be the other girl.
the other girl your chilling iwth, sure.
the other girl your fucking. why not.
but the other girl youre feeding lines to..hell no.
the momma, auntie, and i went out to breakfast. waiter was obnoxious by the end of it. but it was fun anyway.
i bought myself some grown up gear.
nice work approriate shirts. new pair of worker bee pants. oh! and i bought the nicest pair of trouser jeans. i figure its a business casual place. and that they said you can wear jeans but they ddint stress that they wanted you too. so! i figure that probably means friday is a jeans day so why not have a really nice pair that fits me fantastic.
thats my issue lately. my clothes arn't fitting right anymore.
which is good cause it means my workouts are doing something. but crappy because it means my clothes dont fit.
eh.
speaking of i need to do an actual workout tonight.
ive been doing crunches constantly but that only goes so far.
sooo need a drink.
oh!
yep.
its time for homework.
heehee.
wish me luck.
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